One Day You Will See..

Sat at home alone again.

Tired of you
Tired of this

Sat at home upset again.

Because of you
Because of them

Im tired of being picked on
Im tired of being lonely
Im tired of never being good enough
Im tired of everyone else being better

Better than me
Happier than me
Luckier than me

You call me names
You walk away. Again.

I deserve no respect.
No attention
No love
No care
Nothing.

Im just a whore with no feelings
These tears are made of ice
This heart is made of stone
These eyes are glazed over
These ears are deaf
This mouth is silent
White noise.

Nothing.

This body is too thin
This stomach is too empty
This brain is too stupid

Too stupid to notice
Too stupid to care

Thats why im sitting here alone again
Pretending not to care.

I dont listen
I wont listen
I cant listen
I do, i will, i can.

I hate it
I hate you
I hate myself.. one day it will all be over.
One day you wont have to see me
You wont have to suffer
One day you wont have to waste your time on me
You wont have to bother
One day i'll be gone.

..And one day you wont notice.